More Than A Dream

Its noon, having my snack when all of a sudden I'm overcome by the strong urge to sleep.
I can hardly keep my eyes open and my head starts sagging. I stumble from the sitting room and flop onto my bed dead asleep...

I open my eyes and its dark...I'm engulfed in a dark smoke but it has no smell.
As my sight clears I can see forms in the distance way below me...am elevated higher than I can humanly agree to be.
I look up and realize I'm being watched.

The hopelessness, the sadness, the agony, the fear tortures my heart.
My heart is bleeding within me.
I'm crushed by this oppression and just then my eyes are drawn to behold a Being so bright, so pure.

His clear brightness was not permeating the foggy darkness.
His countenance so full of love and yet so much sadness.
He speaks so audibly, yet His lips move not.
I feel His sadness, His tears, His heart breaking.
He averts His clear searching eyes and looks towards the dark moving forms.
With alarm I realise they are the human race.
All are staggering from one place to another seeking elusive relief.
I see Him but they know not He's watching them.
The land is dark...horribly dark...
He turns to look at me..deep in me..and smiles.,,with His eyes, with His lips.

The sun is burning my eyes.
Sleep ebbs from my mind like the tide.
I feel Him. I see Him. The sounds and feeling still resonate within me...
I look at the time, I've been out for twenty minutes.
It was more than a dream...

The Throne Room

Broken, exhausted, ready to give up

Snatched from consciousness amid sobs raking my being

Ushered into a galactic throne room

Filled with the sweetest aroma

The space in between filled with celestial melody

Of the gazillion stars

Ethereal light, so pure, so bright

Permeating everything around, yet not blinding,

Angelic beings, so mighty, so great, so magnificent

Bow at my entrance

With wonder and admiration in their clear, pure light-brown-almost gold colored eyes

Their skin seems translucent-bronze, shimmering

Looking around at the expanse throne room set in the center of the galaxies, it seems

His Majesty, Creator of the Universe, stands and stretches out His arms towards me

Inviting me to draw closer to Him

I walk…no, glide across the room towards Him, my heart quaking within me,

His eyes clear and pure like liquid crystal and gold

They draw me in absorbing all and completely saturating me with His awesome goodness

Before I know it, I’m enfolded in His embrace….an embrace that caresses  my spirit so deeply,

He has a sweet scent on His garment… he has a heart! I feel it resonating within Him.

All else ceases to exist and it is just me and Him.

As I drift off into Him, all the pain in my being that so tormented me ebbs away

My tears vanish and I am whole…so much peace joy rest permeating all I am

It’s morning. I awaken refreshed, joyful not a trace of the sadness of the eve.

Only an overwhelming knowing that He is ...

Cira.